Ready to get back!

Ok so I am starting to drive my family crazy.

I get up and I am like 'Lets go, Lets go!'

I try to go to bed,

and im still trying to find other things to do!

My parents dont kno what to do with themselves,

and my sisters just find it all halarious!

I love it!

Although I have noticed that I am starting to feel

A little more edgy,

idk if its cause I am bored or if its just me!

I normally take anti-depressants but i haven't taken any,

 since my surgery

I like being all giddy and happy

I hate being moody

It's like I get to a point and I can't control my moods

I want to be happy, I try to be happy!

But I just cant! That alone is depressing.

So here soon, very soon I will be going to work outand going back to work,

then before I know it I will be

starting Spring Semester.

So hopefully that will help me a lot!

I used to always be on the go!

I enjoy being busy most of the time!

but when I get to feeling down, or when I am not in control

of my emotions then I just want to lock myself in my room until it passes

I also, used to talk to everyone!

my family referred to me as the social butterfly

I miss being like that, always talkin to someone

or having plans almost every weekend

...Its been a while...

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On different note...

I am headed down to branson tomorrow!

to visit The Majors

They are some close family friends

We have known them for like nine or ten years

so they are basically family!

I am totally excited to get to go down early,

jus because I enjoy their company!

My family will show up on Thanksgiving day!

My parents may or may not be there

My uncle Dan past away some time Saturday night!

I am really sad for my dad,

My and my sisters arent very close to his side of the family

but the last time I saw them was

for my Grandma Geis' Funeral

and I balled!

Because of my dad, I still to this day tear up

thinking about him looking down in that casket

saying "Good-bye Mom" as he starts to cry

I never once saw my dad cry until that moment!

Ugh... and now his brother!

anyways i outta get off of here!